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rockin' kitty

Not a dime I can't pay my rent I can barely make it through the week

Oh yeah... I am on that kick again... Hee Hee...

I didn't post any of the pics from Will's party. I will have to get the link and post them later. I am just warning all of you... They are not for the innocent. So small kids should be shewed away.

Last night I made dinner and then I knitted. I tried to watch a show on tv, but my show got vetoed so then I vetoed two of Sean's shows--hee hee.

I really dig the way he is treating me right now. Things are really really solid right now. He didn't even make fun of me for the last four of my tattoos I got... He knows that it's just a part of JEN expressing herself.

I actually enjoyed spending the evening at home.

I made an important decision... I decided this week that I wasn't going to go and see my Paternal Grandmother. I decided this because the last time I saw her, she was kind of cold and shitty to me, 12 years ago, it was the same. I had was mind fucked by my biological father. He would tell me that he's come see me and he never would. I was beggin my grandparents if I could call them MOM and DAD. And when I saw him 12 years ago, he just shrugged his shoulders and said, "You know I was fucked up" and that was it. My grandma Kay told that I was being silly for not being able to get over it. When I saw her again, it brought back all of those feelings of rejection and anger I felt towards them. You know she wouldn't even acknowledge that My sperm donor gave us up and we became Gorges'. So I just kept calling Bob and Paula MOM and DAD. I stuck to my guns... If it got bad, I wouldn't have hesitated to kick her in a good knee.

Anyways... Yesterday I dropped off maps at the map place. I told them that I needed them ready by 8:30 Am tomorrow moring... They called me thirty minutes telling me, "Jennifer, I didn't realize how long folding takes and we are really back logged with other customers. Is this REALLY important or are you..."

So I said:

LOOK I TOLD YOU... I NEED THOSE MAPS, REGARDLESS WHETHER THEY ARE IMPORTANT OR NOT, THEY NEED TO BE DONE BY 8:30."

"BUT, BUT..."

DO I NEED TO REMIND YOU HOW BIG OF AN ACCOUNT WE ARE FOR YOU??? WE ARE YOUR CUSTOMERS. WE ARE BIG CUSTOMERS AND WE BRING YOU LOTS OF BUSINESS... I WILL SEE YOU AT 8:30 AM TOMORROW MORNING. AND I HUNG UP ON HER...

Try to fuck with me... What a cunt...

Comments

*hugs* I wouldnt go see them either....not if they make you feel shitty. s'why I dont spend time with my mother more than 2 or 3 times a year.

muahaha!!! you told them :) if ya need some backup....I'll bring the sticks *nods solemnly*
You have all the family you need in Bob and Paula, Sean's family, and your friends. No need to involve someone who has been uninvolved for so many years.

LOVE YOU!!
Yeah... And then I complained about her and the other bitch that works and reminded them again that we spend a lot of money there... We could always go somewhere else... She apologized for their bad behavior and said she would chew them out for me... NO ONE FUCKS WITH ME!!! AND IF THEY DO, THEY THE THE C U N T...
Some things you never get past. They hurt to much. From everything I have ever heard, Bob and Paula and Sean make a better family for you darlin. *hugs*
rockin' kitty

June 2007

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