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rockin' kitty

Yesterday

It was one of the most fucked up day I think I could even imagine that would happen to me. It was my friend Johnny's birthday. So I decided to play a sweet joke on him. I grabbed a Vans box and filled it up with paper. Just to let him know that I knew it was his birthday and that I can't afford shit to buy anyone anything... Joke was on me though. Somehow he got a dildo and was waving it around in class. Nexrt thing I know... The are accusing me of doing it.  They threatened me that they were going to kick me out. I can't believe  that even happened to me yesterday. I really can't.  I would never jeopardize for anything in the world my school. I need this for my life. I need this for Audrey's life. I need this because everyone in my family except for dad doesn't believe that I can do this. They think it's a stupid idea that I could even think of doing.

It's ok though... I should be used to that. I have never gotten the support that I hoped for from none of my family anyways.  I have been told that I can't do things my whole life, so why stop now? Mom stopped me from finishing my education. She stopped me or prevented me from doing my whole life. Dad was always focused on school. And I appreciate that now that I am a parent. I want the best for Audrey. And I am hell bent on proving her wrong, but now, it seems like she is right.

I am so proud of her because she got an award yesterday for doing so well in school yesterday. I hung it up on the refrigerator so that I can't see it everytime I open the door that my little Audrey is doing wo well.

I did my first roller set on an actual person. It turned out great and she was so happy with it. Now if I could only get perms. I can do it. I know that I can. I did a hair cut on my REEDER doll head. It was a 45 and a 180 and he turned out fiiiiiine!!!

All in all I feel like this week, I could do nothing right with ANYONE.  I asked Sean to help me with my furniture and he couldn't do it. I locked myself out of my house. I forgot Audrey's blanket and pillow for school, I almost ran out of gas.  I was late coming into school yesterday. And now this... Next weekend is Caelin's fifth birthday and I can't even think of anything else. My boyfriend is going through some difficult times and I feel so helpless because there is nothing I can do for him. I am soooo nervous and sad all at the same time. And on top of everything my car has been in the shop for a month and a half and I haven't even been able to drive her. And GOD only knows how much that is going to cost me. Sean already thinks that I am going to be broke in six months. 

My thank you's for yesterday

All of the people who do not support me.
The bitch of the head of our school who worked for McDonald's for ten years and doesn't know shit about hair.
The bitch who caused my bad day yesterday.
And to all who contributed to my shitty week

Thank you

Comments

Fuck them all!
I too had a very awful day! And I say Fuck the people who caused my awful day. We know we have each other, so who needs those losers anyway?!
I am sorry you had a bad day....I miss you

lol

Never give a guy a Vans box..with no Vans. Dildo part was funny. anyway, just sayin hi

Re: lol

Dude!!! I wished that I would have thought about the dildo myself... It was funny.

And the Vans box was just a teaser... Under normal circumstances, I wouldn't have... I would have just given him a stipper shoe box... But I was out.
rockin' kitty

June 2007

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