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rockin' kitty

Wish me luck!!!

I may be getting a house to rent today!!!  It's perfect! It's in Redlands and close to everything. I wanted to get a house with a lot of charm. It's an old house and there is only one other model like that in town. The back yard is huge! Plenty of room for a sand box for Audrey to play in. Plenty of room for her to have a small pool to play in. Plenty of room for her cousins to come over and play. The inside is really confortable. New carpets, new cupboards, new paint, new bathroom fixtures. It's wonderful. It's expensive, but sooooo worth it. I just need to have my own space and Audrey needs her own space. We don't have that here. I can't live my life here. I can't do anything here without my mom making me feel like I am a horrible mother and my dad complaining about me behind my back and then telling me to my face that it's ok and he doesn't mind hanging out with Audrey. 

I am getting the living room furniture from Sean and our bed and my furniture from him. So I won't have to worry about much furniture. And since Audrey and I still sleep together, she will have her own play room. That will be so nice for her. I was telling her that last night and explaining to her that we needed our own space and it was time. I think that I am going to take my bedroom funriture and I am going to paint the furniture to match the linens I want to get. Something really bright and cheery and totally homemade looking. And I want to do that with the rest of the place. I want it to be fun. I want it to be bright and funky. 

Larry told me yesterday that he would rent me half of his bedroom and a room for Audrey for 600 a month... And I laughed!!! He should be happy that I just want to share my life with him and grace him with the presence of evil. AND plus, he hates bright colors and the first thing I would want to do it add some color into his life. Plus I want my dogs.

Ooooh assfucker really pissed me off. I hope that he gets his. It's a really long story that I don't want to get into. I will tell you that I learned a valuable lesson from that experience. I learned a lot period this summer about many things. It has made me a better person all around. 

Things are looking up for me and I am in an exciting time in my life... It's awsome. New man that loves me for who I am, a classic car that I have always wanted, Daughter in preschool, Cosmo school, new hair and make up, new style, and a new outlook on people and life. Everything is a good thing for a reason.


*crosses fingers*
I am glad things are lookin' up for you!!! *big hugs*

rockin' kitty

June 2007

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