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rockin' kitty

Actually... Nope they never do...

Last week was a fucking nightmare. I mean my brithday wishes were great... Thank you. That day was just shitty that's all. 

Saturday, I was told that I would get my proof of hours for my new school so that I wouldn't have to start as a Freshman all over. So I called my old school up and asked about them. I WAS TOLD THAT I HAD TO REQUEST THEM FROM CORPORATE. FUCKING LOVELY. OR THAT THE CORPORATE OFFICE WOULD HAVE TO SEND THEM SEALED TO THE NEW SCHOOL.

are they fucking kidding me???

So now I am going to start as a Freshman anyways.

I called Sean up since I was in the area to see if I could get my motorcycle helmet from him. The next thing I know, he is asking me for all of my keys to the house. I don't really care about the asking of the keys... What I care about is not getting to see my dog whenever I can. That dog is mine too. I mean we have been separated since the beginning of February...AND NOW HE WANTS THE FUCKING KEYS??? SPECIFICALLY ON THE EVENING THAT I ASKED FOR *MY* FUCKING MOTORCYCLE HELMET THAT WAS BOUGHT FOR A BIKE THAT IS JUST SITTING IN THE FUCKING GARAGE???

IS HE FUCKING KIDDING ME???

He had all of 8 months to get my house keys back... Until I asked for the fucking helmet... We had no problems!

All I did this week was ask him for Audrey's preschool check--SINCE HE OFFERED TO PAY FOR IT. And asked him since he leaves home at 6 am if he could drive two fucking blocks to get them for me. Then I asked him for our tax forms from last year and he got mad that I was asking for them. THEN he told me that I would never qualify for financial aid. I wouldn't dare go over to his house when he wasn't home to look for them. Seriously I wouldn't. That's just not me. So I got both of those thrown into my face. NIIIIIIIICE AND ON TOP OF IT!!! HE ASKED ME AUDREY'S IMMUNIZATION RECORD. LIKE IT HAS TO BE OVER AT THIS HOUSE WITH HIM.

AND NOW THE FUCKING HELMET!!! SO HE'S PISSED ABOUT THE HELMET AND HE KNEW THAT IT WOULD UPSET ME WHEN HE ASKED FOR MY KEYS, SO HE DID THIS SHIT TO ME ON PURPOSE!!! HE KNEW THAT I WOULD GET UPSET ABOUT IT BECAUSE THEN IT WOULD MEAN THAT I WOULD HAVE TO SEE *OUR* DOG ON *HIS* TERMS... 

It sounds silly probably to you guys... But all I wanted to do was get to see my dog. That's all I wanted to do was get to spend some time with her alone, which I never get when I go over there when Sean's home. That's it. That dog was the only reason I didn't want Sean to sell the house. And the whole reason why I told Sean to stay there was so that she had a home. It's probably sounding stupid to you that I am upset about my dog... Those of you who know me and how I am about my dog... You all know how that tears me up...

I just thought that this bullshit was over and that I could be friends with Audrey's dad. Now I don't think so. I think we will be just like every other divorced couple.

Comments

I don't think it sounds stupid. People get attached to pets! Would you ever consider having the dog stay at your place for a bit? Or would that be too upsetting for the dog to have to travel back and forth? I'm sorry things are going badly between you and Sean. Sounds like to me he has some growing up to do!

*BIG HUGS*
I would love to have the dog, period... The problem is that I can't have pets here. And Larry doesn't want me to have a huge dog... It's a shitty situation all the way around. He's just being a shit about everything. So now I get to call him and when it's convenient for him, I will get to see Zira
rockin' kitty

June 2007

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